love is you..

another crazy day in the life of our unsuspecting character, Kiwi Vergara and leading lady Nicole Maramo..

Blogster,

wassup!? haven't had the time to write due to me being just about busy all the time. I'm glad to announce that me and niki are in our 5th month of being a couple. So much for being attached.. but I do believe that these past few months have made me really, really happy. Yeah, there are hardships and misunderstandings that happen in our relationship but I guess thats normal and the good thing is that we manage to go by no matter what the problem is.

Now, I'm somehow afraid of what the future may bring to us. With her leaving for another country in a matter of a few days I'm wondering what our lives would be like with each one of us separated from each other over a long period of time. I'm really scared.. Scared of what might happen to her.. of not being there to see her change as a person.. Scared of what might happen to her when something goes wrong.. Scared of not being there when she cries and at the saddest moment of her life but most of all scared of the fact that she might forget about our committment to each other. She's been nothing but wonderful when she came into my life and I'm not gonna let her leave my life just because of the miles apart. I won't give up that easily. You see, once you have seen "forever" I'm really sure that you wouldn't let go of it. Nothing really seems to matter since I know even in rocky waters I would surely count on her to be by my side. I saw forever in her and that is all that love is all that matters..